yeahh. it's blez (indeed it's been awhile.)

I've been receiving messages from some mm members asking if i'm dead or I've stopped animating.
well! I'm currently been gaming too much yet, I'm still animating.
Tracey vs blez will be good and hype .
I will try to get back to it and fix it. i've also been busy with college and catching up a lot with sleeping as well.

Due to insomnia, i've lost many sleeps for about 3-4 years during the night.
and i figured that i have an extreme anxiety which caused me feeling negative about how
I'm a terrible animator, bad person and all blah blah but
I will get back to it.
I'm still not dead. plsdon'tspammeanymoreindiscord more about this.
(Just giving a little update bout my life)

I'm doin good!
How are you all?

 

Ayy, glad that you're still around!
Hope that everything kinda rounds out and resolves for you.

I've been okay. Just chilling, the usual.​

 

I understand your pain, being the same way of lack of sleep and super negative about myself, just keep doing you and stay strong <3

 

Y'all -- it's already good and hype. c:


I hope you sleep better soon! I read that warm milk and chamomile tea are good for you right before you sleep. Don't look at bright lights/screens RIGHT before you sleep, either! And don't be so hard on yourself! Keep your chin up and have fun animating :DD~

 

I'll be looking forward to that once it drops. :)

And yeah, I can understand the problems with anxiety, I've been suffering from it for years and haven't ever gotten over it, even when I'm finally in a workplace. It's a constant negative cycle, but it's good to take a breather and set aside everything to relax. Good luck with your animating, Blez!

 

Honestly, I didn't know alot about you besides teaching me, etc. You have always been a great animator and a great friend! I know it sucks to have insomnia because my friend suffered from it as well. I hope you will be doing better in the future and I can't wait to see more content from you Blez.

P.S. I been doing great. I am also distracted from gaming so I hadn't had alot of process lately sigh. Also struggling that I am a bad animator xD