If it's any consolations, number of subscriptions' importance has sorta died since the past few years. It's all about the likes/dislikes, comment/sharing engagement, and viewership. I mean... Look at my channel, I only get like <2k views now LMAO.
You can take pride in knowing that you earned your subscriptions through your own means. *thumbs up* :D
G'night, sleep well~
